How am I still alive?

Chapter 1564 Disagreement



Chapter 1564 Disagreement

Chapter 1564 Disagreement

In life, there are always many choices that seem stupid and irrational.

But perhaps this is the twisted cuteness of human nature.

".does it worth?"

"It's not a question of whether it's worth it or not, it's a question of whether you should do it, you know."

"I know."

Lu Ping'an sighed and shook his head, feeling somewhat helpless but also somewhat happy.

He is not a saint, and he is also very happy that his friend is not a saint either. Even if he must save them, he needs to prioritize. If he really saves everyone without any distinction or likes or dislikes, it will be like putting out a fire with a cup of water. The fire will not be extinguished, but the water will have dried up.

"I'll help you deal with it, but don't expect it to be trouble-free."

"grateful."

"Guan Xinxian" smiled very calmly, but Lu Ping'an saw the Ship of God outside the Earth's atmosphere through him.

To be precise, it is only half of the Ship of God. It is like a flat ancient tree, with the upper half being a wooden body. Compared with the Ship of God that Lu Ping'an had seen before, it possesses more humanity and sacredness.

The human figure on the ancient tree seemed to have an expression of infinite pity, yet also seemed to be full of anger.

Most of its arms, or perhaps the parts that could be called arms, were broken at the roots, but one of them was still holding a rope.

Lu Ping'an was a little surprised. He was surprised that he had grown to the point where he could look directly at a god-level existence, and he was also surprised at the weakness of this "evil god".

".have a rest."

"Guan Xinxian" nodded, and then disappeared without a trace.

At this moment, he is no longer a mortal, and the star ship in the outer orbit is his true body.

However, the broken posture was like a limb pulled out from the earth. In fact, he forcibly tore off a part of himself to leave Mercury 42.

On Mercury 42, over the past year or so, he had actually begun to undergo a qualitative transformation into a god.

However, unlike those normal gods, he was "initiated" by a world that desired his achievements and endowed him with a great deal of power (contamination), whereas in the supernatural world power and will are inseparable.

To become a god by borrowing the gift of the world is to make the world a part of you and to integrate yourself into this world.

In fact, Guan Xinxian can accept such a result.

"Becoming a savior, and taking eternal revenge on Octopus, is there a better future than this?"

So, he successfully persuaded Lu Ping'an to help him prepare for becoming a god.

Lu Ping'an tries his best to allow more believers in the God of Redemption to appear in the world, which is just to give them more human anchors and allow them to have as much humanity and self as possible.

But perhaps, it was his efforts that "harmed" the other party.

".Is it worth it to degenerate from a true god to an evil god?"

The man’s smile may be the answer.

From the beginning it is not a question of whether it is worth doing or not, but something that must be done.

That smile of "you should understand" seems to be saying "you and I are the same. There are some things that you don't need to calculate from the beginning. When you encounter them, you will do them."

"Hmph, I'm not a saint." Lu Ping'an sighed. When that moment really comes, he won't even know whether he will succeed or not, but Lu can understand Guan.

Always very understanding.

Becoming the God of Redemption of Mercury 42, is it really for the sake of redemption? Redemption is his desire, his daily life, and his ideal, but it is not the highest desire in his heart.

Revenge is its destined priesthood. For the god of struggle and redemption, being able to permanently bleed the octopus is what he desires at all costs.

Redemption is also revenge.

Resistance is also revenge.

Salvation is also revenge.

Both love and hatred can be motivations. The unforgettable nightmare becomes eternal hatred. Becoming the saved and having to live may also be an eternal pain for him.

Saving others is redeeming others, and perhaps also redeeming yourself, even if it is only a short-term "pain relief".

Close your eyes and fall asleep, then you may hear screams and questions.

"Why, you are the one who is alive."

"What have you done with your life?"

"Why wasn't I the one who survived? I obviously had more dreams."

Auditory and visual hallucinations are not considered serious mental illnesses. The questioning from the heart is the unavoidable torture.

Lu Ping'an sees through everything, but he will not deny Guan Xinxian's "holiness".

After all, in Lu's eyes, judging a person is never about what he says or thinks, but about what he does.

Ten years on the road to redemption, countless people being saved, when that kindness finally became the anchor of the God of Redemption, Lu Ping'an was not surprised at all.

The rapid expansion of the Church of the God of Redemption is also an act of great achievement. If the existence that has been saving the world day after day for ten years cannot represent hope and redemption, then who can?

The vision of mortals is sometimes short-sighted, but if you let time flow and look at things from a longer period of time, you will find that they are actually very rational. They know who is good to them and who is a bastard who deceives the world and steals reputation. The false "sinner" becomes a hero of the ages, and the treacherous prime minister who once stood at the pinnacle of human affairs kneels at his feet.

In fact, the humanity anchor point of the God of Salvation was a little beyond expectations. Lu Ping'an had no doubt that after he successfully ascended to godhood, he would still be able to retain most of his humanity.

"Perhaps it is this human nature that made him irrational. But should I be happy about it?"

After thinking about it, Lu Ping'an laughed.

In the past, Lu Ping'an would never do anything to humiliate others. Asking them to give up hatred and choose so-called love and future is the greatest humiliation.

Lu Ping'an knew that outsiders could not make decisions for him, and whether he could get out depended on himself. However, it was not impossible for him not to get out. Perhaps for him, this was a kind of happiness.

".Can't stand forgetting, can't stand being happy, the worst kind of post-traumatic stress disorder"

As a friend, Lu Ping'an can only help him fulfill his wish.

Even Lu Ping'an himself did not expect to come here and see Guan Xinxian, and see the unformed divine ship that was tearing itself apart on its own initiative.

"Compared to hatred, it's still hard to let go of love?"

Rather than revenge, he ultimately chose salvation.

Even if I cannot become a god or seek revenge, I will come back to protect you.

If I only have one strength, if I only have one life, I would hope to use it to save others if possible.

Lu Ping'an closed his eyes. The loss of the Ship of God was very heavy. It had borrowed the world of Mercury 42 and needed to repay double.

Betrayal comes at a price. I'm afraid it's incredible luck that this "evil god" can exist.

"Don't worry, I'm here."

Lu Ping'an said nothing, but he knew that the other party knew. I will take care of everything, you can rest assured and wait to fulfill your long-cherished wish.

". Let's talk to the authorities first. By the way, I still need the help of Ms. Lin's Church. Perhaps, I should go meet Ms. Lin, meet my God?"


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